Kim Minseok, what more is there to possibly say about you? Even though I feel like I’ve already said everything in the past, today I feel like I still have so much to say. Everyday since I first saw you, you have brought me more happiness than I ever thought possible and much more than I ever thought I could deserve. This smile on my face is so natural whenever I see you, hear your voice, or even think of you. I love you so much and I wish I could be with you on your birthday, singing the birthday song for you, watching you blow the candles out, seeing those beautiful eyes shine and you smile when you see everything that has been prepared for you. You have grown so much as a person already Minseok, someone I admire so deeply and someone who motivates me so much in my own life. You’re abilities on that stage are phenomenal. The way you dance is completely mesmerizing, always on key but with your own groove to it. That beautiful and perfect voice that I’ve come to absolutely adore, even though we haven’t heard much of it, what I have heard is enough to assure me that you are amazing vocally and I look forward to what the future has for you. Watching you become the performer that you are now makes me feel so proud, and to know that as you continue to grow I’ll always be there supporting you along the way makes me happy and excited. The quiet, shy boy that first debuted is now slowly coming out of his shell; his wonderful, silly, and dorky personality is slowly showing more and more and it only gives me more reason to fall completely for you. I don’t know how you do it, how you can make every day so wonderful for me. How no matter how sad or depressed I am you can make it all go away and not matter anymore. How with one little smile you took over my entire heart. It takes a lot for someone to grab my attention, I’m very cut off from the world because of the things I’ve been through. I’ve become cold and bitter because I don’t want to trust people because I think it would just be easier for me to be alone. But you changed that for me. You opened up my life to something so much brighter. You helped me open up my heart to people, and it’s because of you that I have the friends that I have today, that I can smile a real smile instead of faking it, that I can laugh and enjoy myself, that I can love those around me. Knowing that you’ve done so much for me already makes me a little emotional because I never planned for this to happen, but when you came around suddenly everything changed and I let it instead of trying to make my walls stronger, you broke them down so easily. And because you have given me so much happiness, every day I have wished for yours as well. Every day I wonder if you smiled or laughed, and every day I wish I could be the one making you smile or laugh. You deserve so much. Every last bit of happiness I can find in this world I want for you. I feel so touched when people tell me that because of me they have grown to love you more and appreciate you more, because that’s what I want for you. What I would strive to give you every day without fail. Love and happiness. My heart yearns for that smile, my heart lives for that laugh. You are an amazing person Minseok. Inside and out. Your love and personal admiration towards your members is wonderful. The dedication you put into everything you do is so motivational. The hard work you are always ready and willing to give is completely inspiring. Everyone around you becomes brighter and it’s all because you yourself are the brightest star. You are honest and true to yourself and I respect that so much. You give so much of yourself to the fans, all the time without fail. You turn into a dork in front of us just to make us smile and laugh, you accept everything from the fans with a sincere smile, you care for us just as much as we care for you. You know that we are watching, and you know that we are always supporting you, so without fail you give 110% every time. You’re someone everyone can look up to and admire. When I feel like I have nothing, when the dark world I live in inside my head tries to take over that respect for you, this admiration for you, this love for you gives me strength and keeps me going. I honestly don’t believe I would be getting better like I am now if it wasn’t for you. Because I had no one. But now I have you.
I love you, Minseok. I love you with every inch of my being. Thank you. For everything. For existing. For becoming my light out of my darkness. For your hard work and dedication. For going after your dreams, never quitting, and giving us a breathtaking performance every time. I hope today is perfect for you. I hope you receive lots of love and many gifts. I hope you don’t stop smiling today, not once, even falling asleep with a smile on your face. Happy birthday my love ♥